Did you guys ever notice that we wait for things to go wrong usually? It’s the old story. Better safe than sorrow. I was thinking about it right now because i’m in a good phase. Diet is working and the first results for the exams where good. Work is awesome and i couldn’t ask for more. My relation with my wife is real and solid and with my parents and family is better than ever. So everything is great. So why the hell i keep waiting for something wrong to happen? Why things can’t go right without us waiting for bad news? Why such a thing like too quiet exists in our minds? Maybe we are moved by fear and without it we loose interest. Maybe we have it in our genes because of all the things men as a species had to endure to survive. Or maybe bad stuff does happens when all seams great. If we follow the gravity theory like those guys from “What the bleep do we know” we can realize bad things happens just because we flood our minds with thoughts about bad things and so they happen because we make them happen. Or fatality would lead to the idea that it just can’t be all good forever and when something bad happens just because it did we don’t wait to mention “i was all too quiet”. Anyway i can’t help but wonder about why is almost too quiet these days and hope that just the lack of noise is causing it.
Castration. The removal of the testicles to stop the possibility of breeding. It does a lot to the castrated. As the testicles produce testosterone and the lack of it can change a lot the behavior and personality of an animal the same will be changed forever. Lowering the level of testosterone can lower the sexual desire or libido. It can lower all kinds of desire and if you look it up on the wikipedia you will find that even financial decisions are affected by the level of testosterone you have in your body. In other words desire moves men and testosterone moves desire. What about heroes and bad guys? There are many kinds of castration. Is also proved one can be psychologically castrated by repression and other male’s dominance (i’m talking about parents). In other words you father can make you a castrated person. Now the funny thing is that the first idea about a castrated is cowardice but i see different. What i see is that people that have no balls don’t have desire. Don’t have ambition. Don’t have the drive to take and to earn and to gain. Usually they do more for others than they do for themselves. They are not coward but they fear and we know there are two drives that moves men. Fear and desire. The one that don’t desire can only fear or have no drive at all. Now maybe you guy know that fear is the main ingredient to build heroes. Heroes are those who are moves towards danger and that’s a deep connection. Surpassing fear can be addictive. These people do a lot for others because they are in the game for the adrenaline and not for the earnings. there’s no desire. In other hand people with too much testosterone are agressive and usually believe they deserve everything the word have to give them. They are moved by desire. Those are not passionate towards fear. They jump obstacles to gain and to earn sometimes forgetting morals and ethics. Those are the bad guys. So what’s my point? I’m not actually talking just about hormones here even because it’s not just about testosterone. This hormone is on aspect to be considered. I’m talking about Too much or too little. Both are wrong. A hero is as wrong as a bad guy. What one have too much the other lacks and both are not good for society. As usual balance is the best deal and heros and villains are good in bedtime stories only.
Ok… Let’s try a list again. Last time it was fun so i hope you all give me some comments about your own fears:
1 To wait too long in a restaurant for someone. Double for a real No show.
2 To pass by that neighbour that always stops you and speaks for hours when you are really late.
3 To receive a phone call from the office friday when you are just arriving home for the weekend.
4 To look at the sole of you shoe after a moist and soft “ups, i’m smashing something” sensation.
5 When you go get a pizza in the elevator on your underware and it stops at another floor first.
6 When the lady in the market says you card didn’t go through and she needs to call visa.
7 To hit send email with a mean comment about your boss and learn it was adressed to “everyone”.
8 To go to sleep before my date and fart sleeping. (that was before i got married of course)
9 To receive a visit from your mother-in-law.
10 To learn you mother-in-law has decided to stay for the week.
Well folks… I’m waiting on your fears now 🙂