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Ok… Obama is hot and Osama is cold dead. Americans are celebrating all over the death of the antichrist. That should sound good but for me it sounds so weird. Please don’t hate me if you are pro Bush but i really believe as many people around the world that this guy is a scape goat. I do believe that september 11 was not very well explained and those buildings really looked like they were imploded. Inside job. I know all anti Bush writers did many pieces about this and i’m not naturally anti Bush. I don’t live in the States so for me it’s not a really big difference. I can only say that looking from outside the whole thing don’t stick. The thing in the pentagon don’t look like a plane. There were no weapons of mass destruction in Iraque. Those arabs that learned to pilot in night school and were able to crash the planes on the twin towers with no trouble at all especially the second one. After that first hit nobody was looking at the airspace in that area to see the other aircraft approaching. If i was an US citizen i would not fall for these stories and mostly i would not fall for this man’s power. Bin Laden. If the US wanted they would have Bin Laden on a plate like they did with Saddam Hussein. That guy was real. The other i’m not sure. I only saw him on those videos and most of the videos were made by sosias of the guy. Very convenient. Even his body is at the sea now. Nothing to see there. What if that guy never existen in the first place. Maybe he existed but not his actions. Maybe the government just locked the guy years ago and produced all those videos out of look alikes. We will probably never know but the fact is that is all too weird to celebrate. To close the deal now out of the blue the guy dies. Very convenient for Obama’s administration to regain some credit. All too convenient…Sorry for the conspiracy theory but it seams propper at this time.

After 72 hours without almost no speed due to many things happening together i just laid in my bed after a great shower and started reading my posts. I’m not sleepy yet because of the adrenaline probably engaged by stress so now i again will start a process to cool down. That can be really healthy and it makes me wonder how common it is to be like that now a days. We life in rushes of stress separated by a couple healing days. It’s always like that. When you are in the middle of something really important it seams you forget about the planet and the bills and the meal and so on. You even forget to go to the bathroom sometimes. It’s amazing how strong our bodies are and that’s why we stop feeling the need for these thing but we gotta know we need to stop. The funny thing is that when we do stop it seams our body tries to collect our dues to it. When i’m in the middle of action i can get rain and cold weather and stay with no food and nothing wrong happens but when it end and i get to rest i get sick. Sometimes a cold or things like that. The most amazing is that the mind suffers in the same way. I can deal calmly and attempt in big stress situations but when it ends and i get home i get depressed. It’s very hard to wake up in the next day. A lot of people on filmmaking complain about this. It’s the lack of routine and this ups and downs that simulate a kind of bipolar behavior that reflects in out actual state of mind. Funny how the body works. It’s so perfect we usually overuse it.

Now it’s monday and tomorrow it’s a holiday. It’s time to do nothing. As it’s a little cold it’s time to stay in bed eating ice cream and cookies and making love. Drinking wine and making more love and watching films under our blankets. How few are the days like these and how important is to enjoy these days as much as we can. Lunch tomorrow is already cancelled. We had lunch today with friends and also on saturday. Yesterday was lunch out with more friends. This is all great but nothing tops times like right now. In times like these our minds are at peace and all wonder becomes mute. If not very far away. So today i’ll just leave all of you my friends with no food for thought. Just peace for resting. Let’s put the signs outside our doors: Do not disturb. And let’s not be disturbed about everything that will happen after tomorrow. All the craziness will start again but now that doesn’t matter. All the bills must be paid but not right now. All the promisses must be fulfilled but let’s not care. Let’s look at the lights through the window and feel the humid cold weather. Let’s rest upon the warm bodies from our companions and forget about anything that is not pleasant looking like newborn dogs feeling the sun on their faces. In other words let’s forget our business and remember ourselves the joy of doing absolutely nothing!